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09:41 pm: WHY!?
I havent updated in a while, but I will more since school has finally ended. I'm finally a senior. I wonder what will come next this year. Tragedy? Broken Hearts? Love? I have no clue, but thats the beauty of life, its like a good mystery book, you never knows what will happen. Just the other day I had a perfet Volvo, now my volvo is wreaked and I have a job. I am getting $2153.17 for its repairs, but nothing will heal the deep wound its inflicted in my heart. (so poetic...) I realize now how fragile things are, like life, say that woman that crashed into me was going faster, or something absurd like a tank crashing into me, I could be dead; and my Volvo, so durable, but not invinceable. Its bizzar. One day life can be so rewarding, the next terrible, and lonely.

I hope this summer isnt going go be bad. I am going to Brazil with my good buddy jeff, it shall be grand. But still, I want more. I cant explain.

I'm VORKing at tinseltown now, so make sure to come by and say hello, I sell popcorn (Yippy) a good $6.00 an hour. Well, I'm out for now, I really want somebody to love, I miss her, but oh well I'll see her soon...







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07:51 pm: BEATUS
That means blessed in Latin. I had fun being Rick London (itallics) today, I had my cool leather jacket and my super cool jacket on. Time to give my alter ego a rest. Yet another boring day in my lofe, nothing happened. Well, somethings did. Like I went to section leader camp, and didnt know what I was doing, well I know what to do now, I have a pre-cal test tomorrow, and I know I'm going to do well, since I have an awesome conics program that draws cool graphs for me. BWWWWWWAAAAA HAHAHAHA. I love being a con-artist. I had a brilliant idea on how to sabotage the AP tests for a while. Maybe even a retest, I have three plans for next year, all involving cell phones and white powder. This weekend should be fun, I'm hanging out with Emily and Amy, they're cool cats, and really fun. I'm also hangin' with ashley. I'm reading Huck Finn right now, he's a good guy that huck. He's my Hero. Good kiddo.

TO study the heros journey and path we're watching Star Wars in English class, so much for AP. I might get a hair cut, because my shag is getting out of controll (YOU CANT CONTROLL ME!)

I like friends; oh and I dated the ENTIRE tenor section... hahaha I dated a section how kick ass is that?

09:28 pm: Rick (Itallics) London
Wow, I havent updated in a while, but oh! I will. I learned how to use semi-colons in English class. Its fun using semi-colons. Same with the phrase "Latus Rectum" in math, it always amuses me, since I hate math in all of its evil forms. Well not too much has happened, that girl Ashley and I hooked up a couple of times, but nothing serious, I dont want that right now, I'm too confused. I think I passed the English AP test, I finished this time at least. Nate got his car finally, and I'm over Mackenzie forever, life cant get too much better. Except I'm failing precal, I HATE PRECAL!!!! But Mrs. Schroeder loves me. She's helped me alot, but math isnt my thing. This weekend is Dr. Kono's studio recital, which I will be performing at. Talking about tubas, I'll be section leader next year fo'sho, since James isnt trying out (I could've beat him anyway). I really want to go to TSU for music, they offer bug scholarships, so does UTSA!!! But yeah life's been relatively boring, nothing exciting at all. OH! Cristine and Adrienne decorated my car, with all this crap all over it. I feel like I'm driving a circus tent, its all blue and pink and shit. Thats right I said Blue Pink and SHIT. My alter ego is cool. I like Rick London alot. HA! well I'm tired of typing. My fingers hurt, from... TYPING!

12:11 pm: paradise lost...
Well, its sunday (yay for sundays) I had a busy Saturday. Let me start at the begining.

Morning: I woke up late (thank the lord) after a busy Friday night, and I ate breakfast, which consisted of fried chicken and old pizza. Then I went downtown with nate, bought an awesome leather jacket at savers ($5.40)then we went to alot of vintage shops. With lots of cool clothes. Kaitlyn called me and asked me to go to prom with her, but I ended up not being able to go because my parents suck. But oh well. Sorry Kaitlyn.

Afternoon: Then I went downtown with nate, bought an awesome leather jacket at savers ($5.40)then we went to alot of vintage shops. With lots of cool clothes. Kaitlyn called me and asked me to go to prom with her, but I ended up not being able to go because my parents suck. But oh well. Sorry Kaitlyn.

Being the non-conformist rebel that I am I didnt go home after dropping NAte off at his house. I went to Matt's house for a while to releive stress, and so I wouldnt have to go see my mom. so we sat around the house for awhile talking about random crap and thinking up ideas for a screenplay. Then We hit sonic, then the movie theaters, where both of us applyed and sat around waiting to go see a movie, MAtt started feeling bad so I took him home.

Evening: After dropping matt off I again had nothing to do. So I went to the movies with the intention of picking up a hot chick. SO I got to the theater and started scouting the bitch. Then I met Mike, he went to Private school like me, except his was Lutheran, we remenised about the olden days when we used to play eachother in various interscholastic activities. Then we went looking for hot chicks, but there werent any. lol. OH WELL, I did see some, but they were in middle school. So we walked into Envy, not paying of course, I sat there for a while, then Taylor called me... woot. I was talking to her till some chick told me "It was against the law to talk on cell phones in the theater" she was hot, so we started talking, so we went upsairs and started procreating like rabid bunnies... JK... but yeah we talked for a while, it was cool. Then mike, this black kid, and Ashley (the chicks) and I went to taco cabanna... then I dropped Ashley off, where she told me she wanted to see more of me, and I got her number.


the end.

08:13 pm: woot... I hate life
Well, nothing eventful today, nothing at all, except that TAKS sucked once again. Its an insult to my knowledge to have to take a test that pretty much asks me who the first president of the US was. Oh well. I got it wrong. JK. I've cheered up alot recently thanks to a handful of friends, and one very special Princess. Thanks guys. Well, I'm over one shitty relationship and ready to go on to another one I guess.

I cant wait till school is out, personally I'm looking forward to summer, sleeping in, then sleeping more, and going to Brazil with Jeff, that going to be alot of fun. I really need to do better in precal, I cant afford to keep on failing all these tests, I HATE precal, yet the teacher (mrs. schroeder) loves me, somehting I will never understand.

I'm trying out for section leader, I dont think Mr. Lancaster has a chance, but oh well, I have no conscience what so ever so I dont give a crap. I hope I get another section though, like clarinets, or flutes, something with alot of girls. I've also decided to be librarian (yay for music). I'm not going to band banquae, because I have no money what so ever, and I owe goodman cash too. wow.. the owing is endless.

thats all for today I guess, I wonder how many people read this... hmmm...

08:50 pm: yay?
hmmm... I think I'm getting better at this.... I even have the weird little picture of myself... kind of. I need to stop putting ... after all my phrases. I decided to run for chaplain in band counsil, in otherwords organized whining, but I truely doubt I'll win. But I am going to try out for section leader, which alot of people have told me I'll probably be. I'm going to stop here, but I've created a monster, I can tell.

07:05 pm: Greiving a loss... of spelling
Today will mark a landmark in my life... I've decided to actually write down my fears, my hopes and my dreams. Plus I've actually decided to keep this bitch updated. I've always wanted to keep a journal, but I never did because I always thought "Why should I keep a journal if nobody will read it?" plus everytime I did try to keep a journal, I'd end up spending all my time on the computer, so I've put two negatives and made a live journal.

If you're wonder about my name on this, its a Greek word for wind and sky and right now I feel like the wind... I'm always moving around, never settling and I feel isolated like the sky, its sooo high up there, people rarely venture to the sky, because of its dangers (well the dangers of gravity. Dont make fun of my Journal yet... I still dont have a clue how to work this bia bia (bumm bummm bummmmm). But I'll learn soon... and become addicted to it.

Well... I've lost alot recently, but I've gained alot too. Recently I've lost 237 dollars, various girls, friends, family, I almost lost my cat, and most of all I lost pride and the will to work. I cant wait for this school year to end. I'm failing Pre-cal pretty badly, I'll recover though, I always do. And I'm not doing so hot in English. I'm really worried about collage, I fret over it alot. I dont know what to expect yet. I'm such a loser here at Pflugerville high, imagine me in collage. I dont even want to think about it. All I have to look forward to is music school, and maybe some intramural soccer. But best of all the chance to appear before others with a clean slate. I can make myself to be whoever I want myself to be...

Oh well I've rambled alot, plus I'm going to try to fix some more of this Journal to make it all pretty and such.

-I'm Rick London (itallics)